Christmas

Hey all! It is Christmas time.... I can feel it now :-) Last year I was not happy about Christmas b/c of having to work during Christmas but this year is different.... I feel better. I know I have to work and I am ok about that. Thanks to all my friends, I am not as stressed as I was. I am almost all calm about everything. I still have to do the research paper thats due on Tuesday, but ya know.. I have a different attitude about it. I am much calmer and at ease. I know God's going to help. And He loves me and He knows I am not perfect and He forgives me for everything that I have done. God is SOOOOOOO awesome! Thank God I found him when I did or I'd be sooo messed up now. I don't even want to think about how I'd be. That scares me and it makes me sad when I am just sitting in my classes waiting for class to start or I am just waiting around hanging out and someone starts to talk about parties, and drinking, and having sex. Its kind of upsetting also because they are messing up there lives and they don't know it or if they do they just simply don't care. I know these two girls and they were like I love to drink and make myself drunk.... I was like ok then see ya.... It makes me sad and frustrated and uncomfortable. I have been around a lot of people drinking growing up because having 3 step brothers and a step sister(all older)... It is just sad when family doesn't get along because of someone making a poor choice. and ya know what?!?!? It can be avoided. All it does or can do is kill you or someone else. Make others mad at you. Causes fights. And its just not cool.... Who wants to forget everything they did or say to someone... and if you have sex when you are drunk you could easily get a girl pregnant. Bad choices when it comes to drinking!!!!! Anyway that was a little off the topic but I am just sooo thankful that I have God in my life. I don't really feel that stressed anymore either. What Cynthia told me works :-D Just think of things that you are thankful for that God has given you instead of dredding over what is causing you to be stressed. Well, I love you all! ~*J-mo*~