I am sitting here crying. I hate my life right now! Nothing ever works for me. I try so hard and nothing pays off at least it doesnt seem it. I am sooo stressed. As i said in th other post I was thinking I had to work on the 10th of Dec till 12:45 I was correct and then the following week is finals. I don't know how I am ever going to study!!! I have a research project due on Tuesday. And how am I going to get it done working so much??? I have no clue. My mom doesn't understand the stress I am under. I have told her a lot and she doesnt understand. She knows I want to quit Boscov's but she insits that I have to have another job. Well, i cant handel this working and school business. I dont know what to do. I am scared of failing. I am scared of doing things. I am sooo tired. I don't know if I can go on anymore. Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Time for a Change
15 years ago
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Thanks for the advice. But I work in retail so it's not like I can just pull out my books and study while at work. I have to straighten, put stuff away and the sort. I will give it ago. I will try what you said. But I always get in late b/c of something or other and then I get to bed at like 12:30 or 1. I get really tired easily. But yeah. thanks.
Check out the post I put on my site. Just remember this... If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it... Also, you know He would never give you more than you can handle. I love you and am praying for you every second!! ****big hugs**** from both of us.
Hey Jenn,
I am so sorry you are feeling so badly. I understand what you are feeling...I used to have those kids of jobs too. I'll be praying for you, and if you need a study budy, you can call Dave who will be up late over the next few days finishing his paper as well. I will pray for you. It will get better. Sometimes God allows us to get to the bottom of the pit because there is where he can best help and heal us. I just hit the bottom of my own deepest pit lately, and I was so depressed without the will to keep on living, but God met me there with so much peace and assurance. Just rest on him for that.
ps-have you ever thought about working at the Mustard Seed? I worked there a few years ago and they treated me so well and it was really easy going and flexible. It's a great, peaceful place to work and the people are mostly nicer because they name Christ's name. I know that's not always true, but in this case, it really was. It doesn't pay too much at all, but sometinmes a stress-free job is worth the lower paycheck.
I love you, hun!
Becca
Hey Becca, thanks for the encouragement. I really appreciate it. By the way it's one "n". How many times am I going to have to tell you? lol! I know God will bring me out of this slump. I am trusting in that. Why would He want to see me like this? He is a caring and loving God... I am feeling better today so I am doing a little better. But some of the feelings are still there. I don't know what God wants me to do. Thanks for praying for me! Love ya! J-mo
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