Weekend

Hey all! My weekend was pretty good! I worked on Friday 1:30 till close and then I like crashed after that! I was totally drained and tired it was not even funny! I had Saturday and Sunday off from work!! It was so much fun. I have not had off both days in like such a while!!!!! I just relaxed a lot of it. Saturday morning I went to my church and saw some of my moms CCD class get their 1st Communion which was sooooo cute! Their were two girls I knew and both of them because I have babysat them and one of them lives in my neighborhood. And then I hung out with my friend Katrin and her boyfriend and we went out to eat at Appittites on Main and then we went back to her house and played Dutch Blitz and her parents were watching a movie called Cellcular it was a creepy movie but it was pretty good. And then I went home around 11:30. On Sunday I didn't really do much. I worked on math and my math test. Bridge went two services which is really neat. But it was confusing also because we weren't sure when to go in and all because the Bridge band was still playing. But it was really neat! The only thing I really didn't like is that we get out late and then we are very limited to were to go out to grab a bite to eat. So that was my weekend! It was fun but it was more relaxing than anything. I think I definitley needed a relaxing weekend. I will talk to you all later! Love ya all!

nothing new

Hey my wonderful and beautiful friends! I just felt like typing a little sumthin for yas!!!! hehehe! No, I am not on anything! I just felt like talking/typing that way! I don't have that much time because I am at school and my next class starts in like 20 minutes. As my title says there's nothing really new happening with me. My kitchen is finished PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!!! No more drilling and banging!!!! YIPPY!!!! The semester is almost done thank God! I can't wait until summer! I am soooo tired of doing everything school related. I am soo tired right now. But oh well! I am almost done. Hope everyone has a wonderful day and a wonderful weekend! If anyone is available to do something this weekend let me know!!!! I actually have off Saturday and Sunday!!!!! Well ttyl!!! I hope to see some of you at CrossRoads tonight!!! If not, I will be thinking of you! Love you all! Take care!!!!!

my weekend and Bridge

Hey my loving friends! This past week and weekend have definitley been a trial!!!! I had to work and it was not fun!!! On Friday I actually was suppose to have off, but because of my other co-worker having a cyst in her leg she is not able to work for a while. So needless to say I had to work for her. It wouldnt have been as big a deal, but its like every time I am scheduled off for some reason or another I always have to work. It was crazy busy and of course I was by myself for the night and it sucks because it would bec0me busy sporadically! Then, I was hoping to have to work on Sunday and then I was like no I don't want to work because I had a 5 page paper due today(Monday). As it turns out, I was not scheduled to work! Praise the Lord! I was going to go to Christ Community Church at 10:30 but that never happened b/c I know myself well enough to get down to buisness and to start writing/typing my paper. It's a good thing I did not go because it took a LONG time to write it. I always wasn't feeling up to sitting b/c I had cramps and all so I was feeling a little nause. I worked on my paper from 10 till about 4:45(with breaks in between. I was debating about going to the Bridge and I was like I really need/want to go and be in fellowship with other Christians my age and with people who love me for me and to worship the greatest thing that has ever happened to me!!!! I went and boy was I glad I went!!!! Charles Deza and Michelle and there band sang/performed and they did an awesome job! The sermon was on sex. I was like ummm ok then! But it was interesting. Phil makes everything funny and it was funny how he said stuff. Then at the end this lady and guy named Adam told us their testimony. Adam's was really awesome! It hit me in a way that I could relate to some of what he has gone through. He was sexually abused as a child(teen not sure) and I was also. I know I haven't told most of you but I am at the point where I just don't care anymore. I need to surrender it to God in order for my to really be healed. And Adam also said how he felt like a failure at times well I know I feel like that also and it hurts sometimes. While he was speaking he got choked up a couple of times and he was tearing up and it made me start crying. I have a tendency to cry when others are crying... God was definitley speaking through him for many reasons and I think one was to help me trust him. There was an awesome worship time afterward and after the first song on the second set Adam and the other girl got baptized.. It was awesome. After the worship was over we stayed a little while. I felt funny. I wasn't myself. And others noticed and I was like Im fine, im just tired. We went to UNO's and I wasn't really "there". more in a minute.........

continued Bridge....

While we were deciding on where to go and all, I didn't really want to go to Uno's. I wasn't acting my normal self. I am not sure what was wrong with me, but I had a heavy heart and I was just thinking about a lot of stuff especially about what Adam said and Jeff dying and life. I don't know why but I wasn't really in the mood for pizza.. I have never been there before so I didn't know they had other stuff so yeah. While we were at Uno's I wasn't feeling very well(cramps and finger hurt -blood blister), but I stayed b/c I didn't feel like going home and working on the paper just yet. So we stayed till close to 11 o'clock and then I went home. At the restruant I was still not myself. And everyone knew it too. I am like an open boook! So I just said i was ok, just tired which was partly true. Then we went our seperate ways. I then went home and worked till I couldn't see straight pretty much. I finally got done at 2 am. Man was I tired!!!!! While I was finishing writing my paper I was talking to people on AIM and one of those people was Lynette and I was telling her about how Adam's words impacted me and how I was sexually abused as a kid and all. She was very caring and loving and it helped me even though its kind of hard to tell over an instant message. She said something I told her a little bit ago that really helped me! She said that God is carrying me now and he has been and that I have to trust in him(in a nut shell). Although, Lynette and most of my other friends don't get to hang out that often we still have great talks and relate better to each other. Lynette I love you babe! Thanks again! Probably if I hadn't been talking online, I might have gotten done writing my paper earlier, but I was kind of having a writers block. What more can you say about the weather????? And it had to be 5 FULL pages and if it wasn't 5 full pages we would get an automatic F! How unfair is that?????? Oh well! But I finally finished it and it is turned in now! I didn't want to make this soooooo long but sometimes it just happens and you can't do anything about it!!! As Becca said this is a place were we can just lay out our hearts pretty much and I definitley agree because I can't tell most people about my life in person... sometimes I can and I am getting better talking with others about problems I face and all. Well, Im going to go to bed before I fall asleep at the computer desk!!!!! lol! I love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PRAYERS!!!!

Hey to all my friend! Last night(not sure what time) a lady from my work, her house had caught on fire and her mom didn't make it. Please be praying for her family. The lady I work with her name is Christina and she was really close with her mom. They lived together in Philadelphia. Boscov's is going to be raising money for Christina. I think I am going to talk to Scott and see if we can raise money also. Christina was working last night and she does not drive so she has to take the bus. Sometimes she will leave at 9:15 instead of 9:45 and I am not sure what time she left last night(i wasn't working then) but she probably got home right in the middle of everthing. I heard the she has a sister that lives near here, but they do not get along. She was suppose to work today but obviously she didn't work. It is soooo sad. Please keep Christina in your prayers! And don't take life for granted! God may just have other plans for your life!!!!!! I love you all!

Friday

Hey all, again I am sorry for not posting in a while! I think I think others blogs faster than I post on my own!!! Thats really sad! There's not a whole lot going on with me. Our kitchen and laundry room are almost finished. When you see it you will be like what the heck?! It looks totally totally different!!!!!! They are putting up the tile/blacksplash I think its also called. And then they are pretty much finished!!!! There isnt anything else really going on right now!! So I will talk to you all later! Hope everyone is doing well! Love you lots!