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Hey all! Why do guys have to be such a's????? I don't understand what it is with me and perverted guys..... All I want is to please God and not anything else. I don't want a relationship right now. And this guys says he is attracted to me... and keeps saying stuff when he knows darn well I don't like it!!! Guys piss me off! I am getting the impression that I am bad luck when it comes to relationships.... I don't really care about it... It just makes me feel really uncomfortable and disgusted.... like I wanna go hid under a rock and not come out!! On another note.... everything else is going pretty well. I have been at Kohls for a year now! Nothing really bad has happened except with that Jen girl who was stealing money from us... still haven't gotten my money back yet!!! But yeah... nothing really new is going on besides the darn guy problems.... but anywho..... I just want to focus on God and trust in Him. I have been doing really well with my feelings of myself. On Sunday, I went to get a water from 7 eleven before going to Bridge and as I was walking in I was like I feel pretty and I feel good about myself... I didn't have bad thoughts/wasn't "condeming" myself for the crap that has happened... I didn't even care what people thought of me! I am still feeling like this off and on this week... but with the guy issue it has made it a little hard... So yeah! If you could pray for me that would be good.... I miss you all! Love you!
Things have been going pretty good!! I am understanding how much God loves me and its just so awesome to be reminded of it. I am in a bible study on Wed. nights and it has just been so awesome. It is Beth Moores "Breaking Free" and Had read some of it before in another bible study but didn't read it all. Now I re-read it and am so excited more than I was when I first started reading it! I am understanding it also... which helps! :-D hehe!! This summer has been tuff at times and then it will good and then back to hard times.... lately I am learning how to trust more in God and just give him EVERYTHING! Give him My all!! And through that I am able to trust more people and open up to others... especially in my bible study. I am usually the quiet one and just keep to myself and lately I have been able to just talk about like what the chapters have said to me and just be able to be grown and stretched.... It's awesome! I am more comfortable with talking about stuff that has happened to me in the past and things that have happened to me lately. And ya know I am starting to not care about what people say about me! It doesn't matter!!!! I am a beautiful Child of the Lord!!!! I don't even sound like the regular Jen! I don't know who this is!! hehe! I know who it is but ya know what I mean! lol!!! God is awesome!!! Thats my update for the day/week! Love you all! God bless you!!!
Hey all!! Things are going really well!!!! God is good!!! I have been growing and being stretched this past summer!! Its awesome! At times hard but I have been learning and so it's good!!! Nothing really new is going on with me..... just working and hanging out with friends and that kinda thing!! So yeah!!! Not too much else!!! Hope to see ya all soon! Love ya!
Thats the kind of mood I am in right now after being woken up by my stupid computer aftering falling asleep just about an hour ago.. since i couldn't sleep and all.... oh well mind you I tried go to bed at 12:30 and couldn't sleep say came back on till like 1:30 and tried to fall asleep and did and then computer restarts itself to update a program or something... Well now I can't sleep again and now I don't feel well!! argh!!! Anyway things have been a little rocky this past week... I am doing good now just tired and not really feeling well! But not complaining... Im gonna try and go back to sleep... will update more later! love to all!
