HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

LOL! Well, it has been a very busy couple months for me and then i AGAIN forgot my new password and so i had to change it again. (dumb dumb) So I am back and will try and be better at blogging..... a lot and nothing is new! please continue to pray for me. I am still going through a hard time but it is getting gradually better. I am in counseling and have been for probably 6-7 months or so. it has been hard at times but who said it was going to be easy? i have done so dumb stuff and am trying not to fall again. but of course i will fall but i am hoping i won't make them same stupid mistakes. i have been reading your blogs though... just have not had anytime to update mine unfortunetly... i have another job now working at the church. i work on the facilities which is pretty much cleaning and what not. I had my first night this past Saturday night. I will be working Sunday nights after the Bridge. I got the awesome opportunity to sing at Bridge this past Sunday. It was a lot of fun except people said they couldn't hear me very well..... if i get to do it again I will raise the mic and have them turn me up... oh well... one other really big thing was that i talked to my mom about EVERYTHING that has been going on. She has been really supportive of me and wants to help me. I might be going away to get some treatment possibly...ask me for details... if you care that is... well... i am going to get going now! have a great day!!!!