much needed prayers

Hey my lovely beautiful friends! Things have really been busy and stressful at times. I am getting tired of some of the things going on.... but ya thats another issue..... I really need you guys to be praying for me... i feel very "weak" not physically but spiritually... like kind of a Sunday christian. I am not saying that I don't do stuff with the church through the week its just I don't feel really connected and then with work it gets me down and I get really upset and angry like I was at Boscov's. And I feel at times depressed. These are some of the emotions I have had bottled up and its not healthy and I know this but it is sooo hard to talk to people about this. That is why I have been not writing too much lately. I hate my life at the moment. I get yelled at by my step dad about the stupidest stuff about like the future and my health. I know I need to do something about it all but I don't know what to do or how to do it....Im really tired of the BS I get from my step dad at different times. I know it is his way of caring about me but it doesn't really work... Tomorrow I have to go to court for the girl who stole from our lockers at work. And I kind of nervous because of what happened to me and if it is mentioned. Please pray!I am really tired of being treated like a child in some ways. Like for instance my mom asked me tonight if she should come with me to the court thing.... I was like no that would be stupid and all. I need to start doing somethings on my own to help me be more independent. Well... for now thats all! I love ya! Take care!

Jen's ramblings!

Hey there my friends!!! I am back.... not really gone away but I am blogging again!! yayayay! hehe! Sorry for how long it took me to blog again. Things were busy and I just plain a simple was not in the mood to blog. I am doing better than the last time I blogged but I am still not 100% me. Things are just getting to me and thats all I will say for now. I have had really busy weeks with work and weekends my gosh!!! I babysat this past Saturday night. I was only suppose to babysit till 12ish well the parents didn't come home till 1:15(the dad anyway). And then I woke up Sunday at 8:15 and went to church and sang with my churches youth choir. I am friends and I work with the director so she would be angry if I didn't come and plus her youngest son had his 1st Communion. So I kind of had to go. I have babysat for her so I kind of felt that I needed/should go... It was cool though! And we sang pretty well. And our harmonys were pretty good too. Then this week I am working 6 days straight!!! I think they are trying to kill me. But its not that bad b/c the hours are spaced out.... which is good..... Can you guys do me a favor(John Reilly Band too)! Please vote for them so they can play at Creation this summer! Here's the link! http://www.hearitfirst.com/genres/indiescovery.aspx Thanks guys! Love ya all!!!