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Hey all!! Sorry I haven't blogged in a little while. Things have been on my mind and on my heart. I have been struggling and I need some prayer. So if you could pray for me that would be great! Please just ask me what is up and all. I don't feel like typing a lot on here. I love you all!!! Sorry Becca for not updating for a while.... Talk to ya all later!

A really great poem!

When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin."I'm whispering "I was lost,"Now I'm found and forgiven.

When I say..."I am a Christian"I don't speak of this with pride.I'm confessing that I stumble and need CHRIST to be my guide.

When I say... "I am a Christian"I'm not trying to be strong.I'm professing that I'm weak and need HIS strength to carry on.

When I say... "I am a Christian"I'm not bragging of success.I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess.

When I say... "I am a Christian"I'm not claiming to be perfect,My flaws are far too visible but, God believes I am worth it.

When I say... "I am a Christian"I still feel the sting of pain,I have my share of heartaches So I call upon His name.

When I say... "I am a Christian"I'm not holier than thou,I'm just a simple sinner who received God's good grace, somehow.~Maya Angelou~

Wonderful weekend!!!!

Despite my last blog, I did have a really good weekend!!! I worked Friday night till 9:30 and then came I did something but I can't remember what I did.... I think I grabbed a quick bite to eat and then on Saturday I had helped at the Lionville YMCA with the Healthy Kids Day. That was fun! I went with some people from Kohls. One guy handed out game prizes and I started out doing the snacks(pretzles, apples, juice and grapes) and then I was helping with the crafts. We made picture frames. It was really fun! And then at 2 I had lunch with a friend I work with and then I had to work 6:45 till 11:30. That kind of sucked but it wasn't too bad. It was pretty quite as it got later obviously. Then on Sunday, Palm Sunday, I went to my church (Sts. Peter and Paul) and sang with the youth choir. I am friends with the director and shed kill me if I didnt stay in the choir. She does not care how old I am. And then I had do something with a couple of friends and then Laura and I went Valley Forge park and walked around for a little and I got to see Laura's house. Which is very cute! And then I went to the Bridge and it was AMAZING!!!! I went out to eat with Sophie. Even though it rained on Saturday it was still a pretty weekend, especially yesterday!!! There was not even a cloud in the sky! Well I love ya all!!! It is two(2) blogs for me in one day! How about them apples!?

ramblings

Hey my friends! I am so frustrated with work right now that a couple times today while I was at work I felt like I was going to walk out. I felt like I could just cry because I was/am pissed and really fed up with the crap!! They don't know how to do schedules. This week is going to be horrible to start with because there is no school!!!! What does that mean?! Taking your kids shopping!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Well it sucks! I love kids to death but some of these kids are really bad and horrible. Like this one girl who hit her mom right in front of me and a little girl. I was like are you freakin kidding me!!! That was last week though but still!!! It makes you wonder....... Just please keep me in your prayers. I really need to think and pray what it is that God wants me to do in life. And I need to find a new job that hopefully pays better!

This is for Becca!

I kept my word and I am updating my blog!!! I have been busy with work. The past three days I have been working 12-8(mon) 12-7:30(tue) and 12-6 (wed) And it has basically all been on register which gets tiring b/c I have to just stand there and I can't just go to the bathroom when I need to or take my break when I want. It stinks.. but what can I do? I have to do what my schedule says. And my foot has been hurting b/c I don't have a toe nail on my left pinky toe. It is growing back now but it hurts when it is rubbed by my sock and all. I am listening to the news and the weather just came on and it said we might have more odd weather! yuck!!! It seems like everyone is dying around the same time. I just found out a family friend just died from lung cancer. We weren't sure how long she would live. We knew she wasn't doing well. She was a heavy smoker and then she quit and then got lung cancer and it had already spread through her body. It has been a hard two months. Just the other night(i think it was Monday) I had a dream that my uncle said mass again at our church or a church. So it was weird b/c I know he's dead but it felt so real. And I think it is because I never got to go to the hospital before he died. So it is harder on me. Most of my family got to see him. My mom told me that he had asked about me and how I was doing. So that was cool. I am so sad and mad at myself that I didn't go see him. But we didn't know he was going to die. Why did this have to happen??? to such a faithul and God fearing man. Give me a call if you want to do something this weekend I have the house to myself starting Saturday sometime till Thursday. Have great rest of the week! Love ya all!!

ramblings

Hey all! Sorry I haven't blogged in a while. Been busy and needed sometime just to realx and be with family after the death of my uncle. It has been hard but its always hard when someone you love dies! Things are going ok... Life is life ya know? Kohls is going ok. I haven't been scheduled that much recently. They are giving the hours to the new people that they hire who by the way QUIT after like a week or some the day after they start!!!!! So all the people who have worked their for years or about a year or so have like a lot less hours then what they had had. It sucks but what are ya going to do!? It has been a little hard because people have asked if they could stay longer than their shift and the managers say no. even though most of the time their is hours but they just don't say anything. Like in kids for instance, the supervisor is the only one in the dept. most of the time and they say oh we don't have any hours in there... ya right!!!! And there is a bunch of gaps when people come in. Like on Friday I came in at 4(which I was not scheduled) and my supervisor was leaving at 2. I was actually taking her place b/c she was suppose to work 2-10:30 because she got invited to something and she asked me if I was able to work. well thats all I have for today! I hope you all have a fantastic week! Hope to see some of ya soon!

Please be thinking about my family!

My lovely friends, as I have posted earlier my uncle passed away this on Monday. He was a priest and he was loved by some many people. I ask you to pray for my family and friends tomorrow. We are having the burial and mass. We had a prayer service and it was hard! A lot of priests and people he preached too were there. It was hard. And tomorrow it will be even harder. Please be thinking about my family! Thanks! Right now I have to go to bed b/c I can barely see b/c of crying so much... my eyes are stinging like mad!!!!

Sad day with sad news!!!!

Thanks for praying for my uncle. He couldn't fight the infection that he had in his liver, which unfortunetly killed him. He passed away at around 4:30 or so. This will be a hard week for us. Please keep our family in your prayers. It would be muchly appreciated! Thanks! I love ya all!!!

Prayer request/update on my uncle!

Hey folks! My uncle(who is a priest), Fr. Bill, has been in the hospital this past week and a half or so. He has major liver damage and is going to be getting a liver transplant. Fr. Bill was put on the transplant list at around 11 am this morning. He gets a call saying that there is a liver that he might be able to have. He has a rare blood type so he could get a liver at any time! While my step-dad was at the hospital tonight, he got a call saying that a liver was available and he might be getting it depends if the person before him is a match with the liver. We will find out at around mid-night tonight. Please keep my family in your prayers! Especially Fr. Bill and the doctors and nurses and my parents and his brother Kevin, Chuck(who lives in Arizona) and his sister who will be coming from NJ and stay with us if he does have the surgery! I will post updates as I get them! Love ya! Thanks!

updates on everything.....

Theres not a a whole lot new with me right now!!! Which can be good in a way.... I have been busy working and trying to make time to hang out with friends which at times can be hard. I am really trying to think of what is new.... I can't really think right now b/c I am tired and am starting to get a little headache. Speaking about headaches. I think I might still have lymes disease. I don't know for sure though. My muscles and joints have been achey. Thats all that I really can think of that is new.... until next time! I love you all my friends! Thanks for being my friend!

Prayer needed

Hey all!! As the title says my family needs prayer..... My uncle has not been feeling well for the last week or two. And this week he was admitted to the hospital. We are unsure of what actually has been going on, but we know he has some liver damage and will more than likely need a liver transplant. He has had a series of tests for the past few days he's been in the hospital. The good news about the liver transplant is that he has a semi-rare blood type, therefore, he will probably get a liver faster than most. It has been a little bit stressful on my family. Especially I think my step-dad b/c it is his brother. I will give updates as I get them! Thanks!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECCA!!!!!

Happy Birthday Becca! Hope your day is awesome!!!! Also Happy Valentines Day Everyone!! Love ya all!!! Take care! It's just another day.... lol!

More updates....

Hey my lovely friends! I have been kinda busy and have not had a lot of time to post... I have been checking to see what is going on with all of you! I miss all of you!!!! I can't wait for summer so we can hang out more(hopefully).... I wish it had not snowed but hey I can't control the weather!!!! It makes me sad because I can't do everything that I want to do and need to do... but oh well.... it can wait.. My youth choir at my church(Sts. Peter and Paul) was suppose to sing tomorrow at 9 am and now b/c of the snow we are not singing.... so yeah... oh well.... shhtuff happens!! And then ya move on.. right? Work is going okk.... just been busy and a little pissed off.... The managers don't understand anything and it gets me upset.... I have to like split myself into like 10 different people(which by the way is impossible) to get all the things the ask me to do. I have to be putting stuff back which is like piled up to the wallazoo!!! I have to go on register for however long I need to be there and then a manager will ask "oh jen how's the recovery(close back on floor)?" I am finding out this job is a lose lose situation. I have to do so many things and nothing gets done especially when they tell me to go to another dept. and then bizitch at me for kids looking like crap! I am getting tired of it, but at the same time I like where I am and what I am doing for the most part...... Please just pray that managers won't be down my throat so much! I have cried once at work because I feel like it is not worth even doing anything b/c people will just mess it up right after you get done fixing it!!! And another time a manager yelled at me for not having gotten done alll the recovery! LIKE I AM SUPERWOMAN!!! I don't think so.... if you want it to get done YOU CAN'T KEEP ASKING PEOPLE TO GO SOMEWHERE ELSE AND EXPECT THE RECOVER TO GET DONE?!?! hELLO!! Ok sorry about that... Im frustrated with them.... well, I hope everyone is doing well!!! ttyl! Love ya!!!!!!

Love Letter read at Bridge

You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways. Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image. Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being. Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring. Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived. Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation. Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book. Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb. Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born. Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me. John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love. 1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. 1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father. 1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father. Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love. Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore. Psalms 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing. Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you. Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession. Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul. Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things. Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires. Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine. Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager. 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles. 2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart. Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth. Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus. John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being. Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you. Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you. 1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love. Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me. 1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again. Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen. Luke 15:7
I have always been Father, and will always be Father. Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is…Will you be my child? John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you. Luke 15:11-32Love, Your Dad.

updates.....

Well, I guess I have blogged a lot today/tonight!!! hahaha! Well, I wanted to let ya all know what was going on around Exton/WC area!! I need some prayers or something. A "friend" from where I used to work at Boscovs, texted message me last night(Monday night) and asked me if I was gay.. I was like um.. k.. right!!! Right, she acclaims I act like I am gay. And then she said to leave her alone and she blocked me... I was so pissed last night. And I don't understand why she'd say something like that..... what are your thoughts?! I will talk to ya later!

Ladies be careful!!!!

I just saw on the Channel 10 News about 10-20 mins ago that a guy is stealing women's purses. So keep your purse under your arm and be on the look out!!! He was caught on camera at the Exton ACME. I will let you all know more information when I get more. I emailed NBC who broadcasted the news cast. The guys description is he wears a hat and a hooded sweatshirt(on the camera it looked like a black hat and a grey hoody). Prolly around 5'8 or so. It said to call West Goshen Police.

Please read!!!!!!

Tuesday, January 24, 2006
We'll be taking Blogger down on Wednesday the 25th at 4pm PST to fix a bit of a switch that's gone wonky on us. The outage should last about 15 minutes. Blogger.com and Blog*Spot blogs will be inaccessible during this time.This repair will fix the problem that caused the brief outage last Friday night. We're also using this down time as an opportunity to tune our databases for more efficient spam catching and deletion.

busy

Hey all! I have been a little busy. Sorry for not blogging much.. So yeah... things have been a little stressful at work. I think I have told some of you that this girl has been stealing from coworkers. Going into their lockers and taking money. Well, this happened to me twice! I was really pissed! Still am but what can I really do about it? I had told a manager both times. And the 2nd time it happened it was more money so one of the managers paged me and told me to come to the office and write a statement and so I did. This was on a Tuesday I think and then that Friday she tried to steal again from a co-worker. But someone came in and saw her and we now have a camera in the break room where all this was happening! So she got caught and got arrested and taken out of the store handcuffed. We eventually will get our money back. She has to pay us back(its her restitution) and if she doesn't then we individually have to take her to court. Also it has been stressful b/c of the managers keep getting down our throats about everything and they ask us to do things and then an hour later the page you and are like so hows your recovery(returns and crap) and they say oh what have you been doing the whole time?! So it's kind of a lose lose type of situation! Well, hope all of you are doing well!!

Happy New Years!!!!

Happy New Years to all of you!! Things have been really busy with work and doing family stuff!! I have been checking the blogs and all and now I am finally able to take a minute to write some stuff!! Well, Christmas did not feel like Christmas to me but it was and its gone till next year. I got to see a lot of family and friends.

We had our traditional Christmas dinners. On Christmas day we have Chinese Food and then we use to have Johns' Pizza for Christmas Eve dinner but now it is the day after Christmas because of all the kids in the family now who are in plays and what not. I sang at my church on Christmas Eve with the youth choir and we sounded pretty good! It was packed!!!! I have been in that choir for 8 years now! I am one of the "founding" members! The choir director is one of my family friends and I also work with her now at Kohls.

Kohls is starting to slow down but not for returns!!!! Returns are the craziest part at the moment! Things are going pretty well!! Sometimes I get sooo annoyed working there because of the managers. They don't know what they are doing and they screw everything up. And ya get yelled at for not doing something when they told you to do something else.... whatever!!

I got to see my grandmom and aunt on Christmas day and then I will get to see them again sometime soon because we have a family tradition of giving Barnes and Nobles(or for a while it was Borders in DE) gift cards and then we pick a day to go to DE and spend a while there and all. It is always fun and it is always great to see them! I also got to see my grandfather last Thursday. That is him up there!! He said he had to get me a drink for my birthday! so yeah! lol!

I miss hanging out with all of you and I hope to spend sometime with all of you! Love ya and can't wait to see ya! Have a happy New Year!

Random thought

I haven't written in a while before the last to entries and I forgot to say Happy Anniversary to me for blogging for a year Nov. 24!! So yeah I was just looking through my blogs and all and I was like oops look at that I have had this for a year. Well hope all is well! Love ya all!!!